"There's a big fucking world out there. It's messy, and it's chaotic, and it's never, it's never ever the thing you'd expect. It's ok to be scared but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole, not when it comes to the people that really love you, the people that need you."

The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention. That sometimes your heart brings you to places you shouldn't be. Places are as scary as they are exciting, & as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead you to a happy ending, & that's not even the difficult part. The difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave it normal, you go into the unknown, & once you do, you can never go back.

you only meant well?
well of course you did,
that it's all for the best?
of course it is,
that it's just what we need,
you decided this