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"There's a big fucking world out there. It's messy, and it's chaotic, and it's never, it's never ever the thing you'd expect. It's ok to be scared but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole, not when it comes to the people that really love you, the people that need you."

The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention. That sometimes your heart brings you to places you shouldn't be. Places are as scary as they are exciting, & as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead you to a happy ending, & that's not even the difficult part. The difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave it normal, you go into the unknown, & once you do, you can never go back.

you only meant well?
well of course you did,
that it's all for the best?
of course it is,
that it's just what we need,
you decided this

-if i'm going to be alive,
-then i might as well be incredible.
-i want to do more than just exist.

We fight mainly for one reason. Cause when you fight you truly find out how much you`re willing to take before you break. & when you break you need to see if that other person truly cares enough to make everything okay again. Cause without fighting, liars of love could be walking all over the place.

The rest of your life is a long time and whether you know it or not it's being shaped right now. You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices or you can fight back. Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world, that's just the way it is but for the most part you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question. What's worse, not getting everything you wished for or getting it but finding out it's not enough? The rest of your life is being shaped right now with the dreams you chase, the choices you make and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time and the rest of your life starts right now.

So, whats your addiction?
the pain, the emptiness, the high?
maybe we all just want to feel alive.

"The more you learn about a person, the better chance you have of hitting the fatal "Ohhh..." moment: that moment when you find out that one detail about a person that is going to be a deal-breaker"

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge...

VULNERABILITYvul-ner-a-bil-i-ty –adjective
1. capable of or susceptible to being wounded or hurt, as by a weapon: a vulnerable part of the body.
2. open to moral attack, criticism, temptation, etc.: an argument vulnerable to refutation; He is vulnerable to bribery.

If I like you, and you like me, why the hell are we wasting our time? Are you too afraid to cross that line? I've been thinking about it.

learn it, yo!

dev-as-tat-ed
Date: 16381 : to bring to ruin or desolation by violent action
2 : to reduce to chaos, disorder, or helplessness : overwhelm

I'm coming out of my cage And I've been doing just fine Gotta gotta be down Because I want it all It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss.

"I don't mind it I don't mind at all It's like you're the swing set And I'm the kid that falls It's like the way we fight The times I've cried We come to blows And every night The passion's there So it's got to be right Right?"

upgrade ur vocabulary!

double-crossingvbto cheat, deceive or betraynthe act or an instance of double-crossing; betrayal.

Don't bend. Don't blink. Don't beg. Don't scream. Don't whine. Don't fight. Don't tell me, don't tell me, don't tell me. Don't feel. Don't tear. Don't kiss. Don't care. Don't touch. Don't want me, don't want me, don't want me. Don't run. Don't hide. Don't hurt. Don't lie. Don't breathe. Don't try. Don't find me, don't find me, don't find me. Don't cringe. Don't clinch. Don't look. Don't flinch. Don't know. Don't go. Don't leave me, don't leave me, don't leave me. Don't sing. Don't talk. Don't yell. Don't laugh. Don't think. Don't speak. Don't save me, don't save me, don't save me. Don't stay. Don't plan. Don't heal. Don't mend. Don't take. Don't send. Don't love me, don't love, don't love me.

We're all fake. Nobody's real. Some people just have the art of making it not look so obvious.

"The more you learn about a person, the better chance you have of hitting the fatal "Ohhh..." moment: that moment when you find out that one detail about a person that is going to be a deal-breaker"

boy be careful what you wish for coz you just might get it.

mirror mirror on the wall, who's the biggest fool of all? it must be the girl who can't stop crying. or maybe it's the girl who kept on trying.

"You could ink yourself until everyone knows all the things you love. You could wear uniforms that gave you all the authority in the world. Lose weight until there was nothing left. Paint the face. Suck in your gut. But in the dark, stripped down to your bones, all that remains is you."

how could you possibly ever get over him?

i know that the time you were with him seems like a long time but really it wasn't. it was just a few years out of the 80 or so that you will live. there will be someone else, maybe not someone who will make you feel quite the way he did, but there will be someone.
someone who will make you happy inside and out, someone who will make you feel on top of the world.
right now i know your dying on the inside, no one could ever take his place. they will, you will find that he will always have a place in your heart but in a few years time you will have another special person in your life and they will slowly fill up the hole the last person left.
you